its very unpleasant
for weeks now I keep realising that the thing I just did, reacted to, felt etc a few days ago was me BPD-ing. Can no longer trust myself. What about me and what I do is 'real', authentic, normal whatever, there can be no way to describe what someone like me would aim for in her everyday. Hope this makes sense.
I really do have a personality disorder, dont I, regardless of who refuses to acknowledge it.
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